hold on ft. TONNAH! Lyrics

I've lost myself and

I've lost my mind, so

I'm going to hold onto you

Because I need some help, but

I'm out of time, so

I'm going to hold onto you

When a talk's most often a shout

When a bed most often a couch

When a partner often a scapegoat

When a home most often a house

We had hate in our hearts

We had pain out our mouths

Jailed with no one to talk to

I dreamed of breaking us out

No more tissues no more tinsel

No more incense who wants insults

I've been penciled as a leader lifting us up

I just needed a hug

I plead to who's up above

Please tell me what's love

Tell these voices shut the fuck up

Tell these demons get off of my mom

Tell my dad that he is enough

We don't need accolades, silver Escalades, chilling in his rusty truck

Tell my mom she can take her time coming out of that closet

Trying to find who I was before this shit but damn I think I lost him

I've lost myself and

I've lost my mind, so

I'm going to hold onto you

Because I need some help, but

I'm out of time, so

I'm going to hold onto you

I've been out of touch for so long

Tell me how this love got so wrong

You've got me fucked up now

Dark heart, gotta stay searching

I've been flipping through moments searching for purpose

Asking my God what my worth is

I turned to past feeling the picture is perfect

Now you screaming my name blurring the moment with curses

How can we reverse this

I need to paint a picture

Picture perfect prophet

You're gonna fill your mouth with constant nonsense

You got your truth, then lost it

Asking what the cost is

Spewing emotion like a faucet

Had the love you lost it

Had the love you lost it

I've lost myself and

I've lost my mind, so

I'm going to hold onto you

Because I need some help, but

I'm out of time, so

I'm going to hold onto you