Souls Lyrics

I'm often lost inside my head

So I find myself through beats

Talk about this path I lead and every sign that has deceived

As I journey down this road I notice wolves in sheep's clothing

I swear it be your own people scheming on you loathing

Smoking on this thoinky got me voicing out my inner truth

Coping by my lonely through this musics how I vent to you

Tell me am I getting through or is this shit too dark and sad

Walk a lap inside my shoes I guarantee you'll crash

Pass

The fucking dope so I can smell the flower

Inside my mind I lose control feels like I have no power

Past encounters left me sour so I'm bitter now

The saddest hours tower over me and kick me down

I'm trying

I'm so tired of being tired and sick

I'm fine

That's what I'll tell you when I feel like shit

I'm dying

I got a firm grip around this blick

One click and no fucking more will I exist

I really don't know why

I do this to myself

I listen to these lies

I always tell myself

No I don't think I'll ever be okay

No I don't think I'll ever be fine

My heart is always feeling so much pain

How will I ever heal this broken heart of mine

Broken hearts and wounded souls

Stolen parts from my spirit got me feeling low

No

I need a crutch to help me stand in life

I can't feel much so these drugs stay right by my side

Fuck

Open your eyes you think I like this shit

I'm traumatized and these wounds are more than I can fix

No

The silence never felt this loud before

I hear the sirens in my head my body on the floor

Fuck

How much more can I fucking take

Before I break my life in half and decimate my fate

Can't replicate true happiness I know

It's sad to say but I think my departure's set in stone

I don't condone this shit I'm speaking now

But I feel so alone my cold soul is bleeding out

Will you hear me out before I'm gone

Do you see clearly now the pain I've hidden for so long

I really don't know why

I do this to myself

I listen to these lies

I always tell myself

No I don't think I'll ever be okay

No I don't think I'll ever be fine

My heart is always feeling so much pain

How will I ever heal this broken heart of mine