Suicidal Heaven Lyrics

You said you would sell your soul?

Surrender to me

There is nowhere to run

There is nowhere to go

I could feel your presence

Swear to god I could feel your presence

I don't know what you want from me or why the fuck you think I'm one of your possessions!

Constantly I'm stressing

I ain't been to sleep in fucking days

Every time I close my fucking eyes I can see my life going up in flames

People said I changed

Tell me something that I don't know

Like tell me why I'm so suicidal wanna' blast a rifle through my fucking skull

The Devil wants my soul

I could feel him tearing through my skin

I could hear him breathing down my neck

And every sunrise is growing dim

I said it's growing dim

All this darkness I hold within

I've grown heartless and filled with sins

The Devil's conscious, that's where I've been

He held me hostage and I can't escape

I'm out of options and I'm losing faith

He's always watching every move I make I proceed with caution every fucking day

It's a fucking plague

I could feel my heart slowly break

Torn apart and my soul's decayed

Holding on but won't be okay

Holding on but won't be okay

Hope is gone, I'm no longer safe

Forgive me God, for all of my mistakes

Fuck

I don' know how long I can take this shit

These fucking voices in my fucking head!

Fuck

Just get the fuck out

I'ma blow my fucking brains out

I can't fucking take this shit anymore, fuck!

I could feel your presence

Swear to god I could feel your presence

I don't know what you want from me or why the fuck you think I'm one of your obsessions!

Stuck in depression

Going through Hell while I seek for Heaven

Won't prevail, I could feel the tension

Skin is pale, dying every second, fuck

Tell my family I apologize

I knew I should've been hospitalized

I tried to warn em' like a thousand times, enough

I can no longer bear this misery

Please wake me up from this bitter dream

Someone please respond to my hidden screams please

I don't know what to fucking do

All these nightmares are coming true

All that I feel is cut and bruised

How could I heal while being abused?

How could I heal while being misused?

Someone kill me and cut me loose

Tie my head inside a fucking noose

Tie my head inside a fucking noose

I've been dead this is nothing new

I'm possessed with corrupted views

Nothing left for me to fucking lose

Nothing left for me to fucking gain

Tired of walking in my fucking shoes

Tired of living my whole life in vain