If I Should ft. Joseph Kay Lyrics

Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here

Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here

Yahh

What is life if you can't make the most of it?

What is love if you can't get a hold of it?

What's a smile if you're not really happy?

Wake up everyday with a frown feeling crappy

Tell me what is laughter when you just wanna' cry

And life is a disaster and you just wanna' die

Nobody understands how you feel deep inside

But you gotta' stay strong with your head held high

I got so many questions

Yeah, why is life such a bitch when you least expect it?

And how does everybody have it all figured out

As I sit and pout this shits so depressing, fuck

I'm so emotional

I guess these are the thoughts of a broken soul

With a broken heart, outspoken mind

I'm trying to find who I am on this path of mine

But I don't know, I don't know

It's been a long time since I felt like myself

I might as well grab the nine and take the safety off

And let the bullet pierce right through my scalp

Shit, I need help

Shit, I need help

Shit, I need help

I don't really know who the fuck I could turn to

I try to take my time and listen to advice, see I was told patience is a virtue

But I'm sick and tired of being sick of life

Fuck tomorrow I wanna' die tonight

Fuck the future

Fuck the present

Fuck the drama yo fuck the stressing

Fuck the judgments

Fuck assumptions

Fuck the ones who made me feel like nothing

Fuck 'em all yo I'm done talking stay the fuck away when I'm inside my coffin yeah

Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here

Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here

Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here

Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here

Yahh

Everyday is a burden for me

So many regrets it discourages me

Like where would I be if I didn't drop out

And I kept taking classes and grandma was proud?

And where would I be if my father was here?

And mom was with him and their love was sincere

No fucking divorce

No need for the courts

Together forever they fought through the storms

They fought through it all

Yeah, through the trials of love they ain't never quit

But it's sad to say that that's not the case

Cause they broke apart that shit makes me pissed

Yo, fuck

Yo, fuck

Do I give up or do I stand on my feet?

Do I give in to the hardships of life living every single day as I die on my knees

Shit, what should I do? What should I do?

Do I hold on to this thing called life?

Do I stay strong when there's tears in my eyes?

Do I move on when I'm hurting inside?

Where do I go? Where do I go?

Under the ground when I'm finally at peace

Away from the world, away from the sorrow and pain

That's been hidden within me so deep oh lord

Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here

Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here

Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here

Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here

Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here

Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here

Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here

Oh no, I don't know if I should be here, be here