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I wish I could go live on my own

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I wish I didn't have to sleep alone

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I wish I didn't have to drive so long

I wish I didn't feel the need to write this song

I don't wanna be at home

I'd rather go and drive alone

Yeah, Yeah

I'm so done with all the fighting

All I do is spend all my time

With pen and paper writing

I feel trapped here

Locked inside my room

I'll never get out of here yeah

I can't deal with the yelling

All the nights of fights

And laying in bed and staring at the ceiling

I'm growing tired of this

It's like every time I blink I find something wrong

I did or missed

The stress I deal with daily's

Taking over my subconscious

Up to the point where my thoughts

Will start to make me nauseous

I've considered smokin' a little to help relax

But that'd just cause another fight

So what's the point of that

It's like no matter what I do we're always arguing

A lot about my job and why I hate our house it's honestly really hard

To be someone people treat you like your dumb

And don't give you a chance to rise above the other trash

And then complain when you are struggling with things like cash

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I wish that I was never ever home

I wish that I was never ever home

I'd rather spend my time when I'm alone

I'm alone

Nah nah

Home

I wish that I was never ever home

I wish that I was never ever home

I'd rather spend my time when I'm alone

I'm alone

Nah nah

I wish I

Didn't feel the need to leave here everyday

I feel like I'm stuck in place

This music is my escape yeah

To a world where I don't have to be

The person they say

That they can see in me but

They don't believe in me

It's getting really hard

As I'm devoured by the dark

My feet are sinking in

I feel the sadness creeping in I

Don't wanna go back to when

I used to feel this way

Don't wanna feel the pain

The tears I cried

My eyes were drained

I spend so many nights

Sitting on my car alone

Lookin at the sky and thinking

While I'm writing on my phone

About all of my deepest thoughts and all my hardest problems

And searching for the answers but I know that I can't solve 'em

I hafta sit here and wish that I could dissolve 'em

And move on like they never happened least that gets the job done

This place that I'm in

Feels like it's half diseased

And I can't find a cure

A prison with no sign of peace

If only I could feel like everyday wasn't a war

I might not always have my mind on getting out the door

If every person didn't act like we are young and reckless

I might not feel like a child

And that no one respects us

I'm always fearing my feelings cause me to feed this monster

With all these thoughts my reflection seems like it's an imposter

As much as I wish some things at home were different

Most times your hope gets nowhere

And sadly leaves you distant

Home

I wish I could go live on my own

Home

I wish I didn't have to sleep alone

Home

I wish I didn't have to drive so long

I wish I didn't feel the need to write this song

Home

I wish that I was never ever home

I wish that I was never ever home

I'd rather spend my time when I'm alone

I'm alone

Nah nah

Home

I wish that I was never ever home

I wish that I was never ever home

I'd rather spend my time when I'm alone

I'm alone

Nah nah