Vices Lyrics

Every night I wish that I could be sober

Pick it up cause I'm thinking again

Every time that I got shit on my mind

I see you in the corner of my eyelids

Hold my head down

Don't care if I sink or drown

I don't care what your advice is

I'm just living with my vices

I think my problems grabbing hold of me

I've been fearing getting older more then ever lately

My mental health's on a decline and I mean rapidly

it's sad to see

I can't go any night without an aid for sleep

It's tragedy

Actively

An assault on my sanity

Happily I medicate the pain

I'm practically happy see?

I'm like a tapestry

Unraveling from every seam

My life's the biggest comedy no one has ever seen

I've lost so many friends

Used to call them family

Lies and a lack of apathy

With friends that's a disasterpiece

Should I get therapy

Take some pills and quit smoking weed

Maybe I'll be relieved or just maybe I'll feel deceived switch

My motivation

Deepest of meditations

Pushing myself with negatives

Inward with provocation

Restless I lay awake

Thinking bout my mistakes

Trying to change my ways

While deeper I dig my grave

Vices

Deeper I dig my grave

Deeper I dig my grave

Every night I wish that I could be sober

Pick it up cause I'm thinking again

Every time that I got shit on my mind

I see you in the corner of my eyelids

Hold my head down

Don't care if I sink or drown

I don't care what your advice is

I'm just living with my vices

Lately I've been a mess

Imprisoned in my distress while I'm

Dealing with all my issues and angers as I progress

A prism of inner wisdom has sprouted from my unrest

I can feel it inside my chest

Sit here dreaming of my success imma

Lyrical killer

My focus is on reflection

Here recently my complexion

These songs are just my confessions

Split my head open

Dissect it

I'm hoping you read the message

Should all these feelings I have be accepted or just rejected

My cope

Taking drinks while I smoke

Think of work

Get perturb

Then lay in bed with no hope

I think my life is joke

I'm at the end of the road

The richest man yet I'm broke

I got my vices

Only price

The sudden pull of a rope

Every night I wish that I could be sober

Pick it up cause I'm thinking again

Every time that I got shit on my mind

I see you in the corner of my eyelids

Hold my head down

Don't care if I sink or drown

I don't care what your advice is

I'm just living with my vices

Every night I wish that I could be sober

Pick it up cause I'm thinking again

Every time that I got shit on my mind

I see you in the corner of my eyelids

Hold my head down

Don't care if I sink or drown

I don't care what your advice is

I'm just living with my vices

C'mon

Hello

Oh hey

I've been

I've been thinking

I don't know

I just don't know

What I'm doing anymore

I just have a lack of direction or something

I don't know

Just I'm exhausted

So exhausted

Hello?

He-

Hello?

Hello??