Get Away Lyrics

Laying here right on my bed

Got these thoughts that float around my head

Meds

Sometimes I think that I should really take some

But break 'em

Would be a habit I'd rather not have it

Then I'd have understanding of the place my mom stood

Then maybe I would get just why my mom would

Take another pill

Just feel

Kinda happy

The only difference from my mom is where I went and got these

Sorry

All this stress is feeding my depressive

Excessive

Need to hide my feelings and expressions

My weapon

Is when I crawl away behind my wall

But it might fall

That's the reason why I'm always stressing

I got all these voices

They gimme choices

Like would you rather die or live while feeling pointless

Sit and wallow in your disappointment

Yeah

I wish I didn't hafta feel this way

Yeah

Suicidal thoughts

Scattering my brain

Only thing I ever feel inside my mind is pain

Will I ever make it big or will I die in vein

Only thing I ever think is will I die in vein

Then I go back to the bottle just to medicate

I put down the bottle but I can't escape

So I go back to the bottle and i medicate

Laying on the floor against my bedroom door

Maybe I'll drink some more

But I don't want no more

Laying in my bed wishing I could escape

Why do I feel this way

When will it ever change

Laying on the floor against my bedroom door

Maybe I'll drink some more

But I don't want no more

Laying in my bed wishing I could escape

Why do I feel this way

When will it ever change

I wish that I felt okay and

Things I think would go away

I wish that I could get away

Wish that i could just escape

I need a get away