My Pain ft. MindLe$$ Lyrics

I can't explain my pain

I'm suffocating

I can't escape my fate

I'm slowly fading

Yeah, I'm suffocating

Dealing with this pain inside me

Is killing my patience

But they don't really understand

I don't hold my life into the grip of my own hands

Stuff is just crashing around me

Everyday I wake up

And these feelings surround me

But they don't really get it though

All I hear is don't be negative

They say I need to grow

Yeah, I should get with the program Of people keeping people from Peeking inside of their heads

At least that's what I'm programmed

After all the ones who hurt me

You'd think

I would've learned that

Yeah, I hate myself

Everyday I wish that I was somebody else and I

Know you wanna make me forget that

Show me I should love myself

But I don't deserve that

I feel like I'm a hopeless stupid waste of time

It's just my state of mind

If you ask I'll say I'm fine

I can't help it's my design

Maybe I should go resign

It gets better

That's a lie

Yeah, I can't deal with the stressing

Over people who can't understand how I think

Maybe this is why I never say something

When people ask how I am

I don't feel trusting

I can't explain my pain

I'm suffocating

I can't escape my fate

I'm slowly fading

I can't explain my pain

I'm suffocating

I can't escape my fate

I'm slowly fading

Yeah

Fuck pain I hate it

Makes me feel so ordained

Got scars from wars

And only hate was gained

Taught me how to love storms

Now I hate the rain

It's hard to ease this pain

it won't fade away

Yeah no novacaine

That his pain

Now it's my pain

Not Nagato's

We got scars

We've been through wars

So honorable

Play stupid games with me

Win stupid prizes love's a carnival

Hate is what I hate

So love is what I gotta do

Cause love is dead

Nowadays this shit is getting horrible

Our pain, our pain

What you know about it?

No bullshit no more

Shit I won't allow it

Just minding my business

And somehow I still feel the pain afflicted

Tell me love again too much peace is missing

I'm trying to be better but you made me restricted

Cut out the pain

Fuck fate get to know the difference

I'mma make my own existence

I can't explain my pain

I'm suffocating

I can't escape my fate

I'm slowly fading

I can't explain my pain

I'm suffocating

I can't escape my fate

I'm slowly fading