sporadic worship thoughts Lyrics

Laly

Let me hold the center of make-believe

Because meditation numbs the brain

So here's a song I've sung to pacify myself with

I've relocated the memorized lyrics to a secret cache

I'll relay to you the vibes and humms

In case you need to find out

Why you're here with me in these shameless thoughts

Why I'm in the distance ignored even though you're in my head?

At times you trouble me as I stand waiting

Or as I lay underneath the tree of patience

You evade me when I quiz my fate

I don't need a chemical high

What's in me are suffice

And sometimes I receive overexpanded mixed signals

But one day you'll understand why your photographs

Are memory gateways to cherish to behold

If you could only see and feel

How my suicidal words strive to annotate

When it troubles me against me demanding what have I done?

To me forgiveness or redemption

Are not sanctuaries of stones

Not a sacred direction to face

Not a destined land for pilgrimage

But tracing footsteps

Of where you once stood on this earth

Pray on the blessed spot

For anywhere you were, was a temple

Sanctity is where you passed by

And my destination is where you roamed laly

Laly here's a final thought

The difference between you and god?

God acknowledges that I exist, and you ignore me

Let me explain

God is everywhere, yes

And so are you

God is in my heart & mind, yes

And so are you

God is for everyone, yes

But why aren't you for me?

I know you can do things better

Laly, you know what?

Never mind these words mean nothing to you just like me

They're just sporadic worship thoughts

Sporadic worship thoughts

Never mind laly