crazy & dead Lyrics

Crazy about you, that's the rumors

Eager to devour you

A glooming light in the susceptible side of my head

Your loving of the other man is a jab in my face

It broke the walls of my devotion to generate hatred

I Have one for myself to share with you

Loving & hating you is in abundance

A new pledge, an ominous birthdate

Poisoned spells are side effects you cause

Exposing skeletons in me

There might be time left

Love's a seed plant one in me

Thoughts flow at half pace in the morning

Blood flows down to a crawl when you pass by

I had a temporary suspicion

Confirming it's an infection and not a phase

Everything resumes to placidity

When you turn & fade away 150

Shutting doors on every morning

Silence overruled the sound

Coming from my trapped repenting sins

My notions reverted to dormant

But the fragrance from you

Lingers on a naked singularity

Filling my 404 shadows

With that"what if-I had you" scenarios

As you come around the block again

Seduced by the city pulse

Feelings I've suppressed was in awe

But fingers of silence ruled you guilty

& I carried the burden of you being beautiful

I'm out of skin covering mistakes paving ways for you

You're just a stroke of good luck gone wrong

Ignored or despised

We're still together, tethered in my head

And I'm here to stay

So, point out the shrine you've built for me to come by

A furnished mausoleum for the afterlife in this life

I love you in my sight

& I hate you when you're away

I love you as I bleed

Crazy & dead to thrive in my head

I'm needing you on this side among the living dead

Thrive in my head, among the living dead