apologies to laly Lyrics

I write what I feel, what stirs me & I envy my words

Observing them lying neatly on coffin rows

In a graveyard of blank lines without feelings

A useless port if not destined to you

I wish I was ink, creating letters

Guiding the words to infiltrate you

Track where they go

How they touch & make you feel

Correct them according to your mood swings

These words make you smile, content

They get to touch you before I do

I envy them, and it should've been me

I want to explore & live your mind

To see how your imagination will play with me

It's a far-fetched scenario, I know

But I possess random thoughts

Tailoring my favorite memory with you Into a satin dress

Gifting it on an anniversary

Would you still recognize me?

What if I'm senile?

Stitching myself with colors

Matching my genre of despair

Sprinkled with a touch of drama

Chill out for a showtime when I write about you

Navigating pits of joyful remembrance & painful falls

And for future reference

I want to be treated equally

& grow into feelings if I meet you again in real life

That's why caressing you in my dreams is for me

And the poems are for you

Still, still it's never enough

But I hope you understand

And accept all my apologies

For betraying your trust not to invade your mind

All apologies

And I wish all is well

Laly, laly, all apologies and I wish all is well