deranged moments Lyrics

In these deranged moments

It's not time to be friends

We need to talk about it

& silence is not the way

I Crave your mind that browsed cataloged pages of my life

Witnessing me living & dying many tales

I can afford to suffer with you

Let me seize the moment to begin

It's time you come of age

So come undone

I knew there was something wrong

Should've told me you wanted someone to blame

But you left me far behind

Now I have to watch you suffer alone

I felt the mutiny in my veins

So receive me before I rupture these plans

Like the birth of ink on paper

Erupting the pen's tip to breathe

And call me before you exhale

When no one's around at your super hour

Encrypt the distance between us

Lay down resistance for me

I wish you had never kept me waiting

By the backyard bay

With inert gangster lullabies

Pondering back as I remembered

The graveyard shift and all its nuances

Stagnant questions & dull answers

The definition of free speech

Flexible words as you

Taxing with a heavy hand

The high of the low-end

Breathe into broken one-liners

A glimpse about the blues of dark tales

About not getting enough of what you want

As for me

I have come to love

The spiral hollow freedom you offer in your deranged moments

I have come to love

The spiral hollow freedom you offer in your deranged moments