empty of you Lyrics

In a river, I lingered empty

Anticipating vibrations from the east

A missing part from you to reach out

Incoming memories suffocated the headaches

Stabilizing the message for a minute

Waiting for anyone else of the thousands faces

Of my past to recognize me,

Time lapsed without a hand in sight

It flooded me that I was once a child

The gleam I had left my face

Left my choice after a whisper of fate

After I dipped my feet into you

I craved to mine & extract a deposit

Some relic souvenirs

A palm print on my chest

A token for my final trip

Was it too much?

Money comes and go

It pays for a beautiful funeral

And it stops at the grave's edge

But you

You're engraved into my bones

Tattooed into my mistakes

Legitimizing my sins

A testament for god when he judges me

I'm proud of the sin that was inspired by you

the lord also should be proud of me

For he taught us he is all love & giving

And so am I, honesty

I'm a little selfish, yes

Just a little over-dedicated to you, my love

Into a man I've changed, still believing in you

I get a little oblivious, abandoning caution

Whenever I dig under my ripened skin

Seeking remnants of you

I'm an empty, vast body of deserted vines of viens of me

Decorating a skeleton in the middle of the river

Floating for you