beautiful drowning Lyrics

I'm condemned and the weight of the burden calls for her

The savior, the holy

To undo this filthy soul of mine

My evil was sick to the bones

Buried in its own perdition

Needing a cleansing

Needing a beautiful drowning

In the corner of her living room

Pictures of pictures nailed on the walls

But there to remind me of taboos

For the trip to the bottom

My fascination is overdue

Absorbing lullabies in the form of baby breaths

And pacified by black kabbala hymns

Hypnotized under the gaze of dreamy eyes

Resistance gauges read empty

I drowned, relinquishing past faults

At the bottom, I was held as a begotten soul

Overhauling a new me

I entered the temple

Immersed in her beauty

Sins are forgiven peacefully

In this beautiful drowning

Something's howling and shouting from the walls

Weakened by their own conviction

A wish for one more try

To live one more moment

At the edge of an end of just one more drowning

She's simply natural and beautiful

Blessing me with a beautiful drowning

I'll face god repented and slate clean

Tell him about my savior

And plead out of an addiction

For just one more drowning

A beautiful drowning

That's all I want

One more beautiful drowning