driven beyond Lyrics

I'm trying to be

So let me see what you offered

It was unwanted

But let me dig & plow

In a bottom-free dreamland

So I dived to explore you

In a deep ocean of green

The grassy green you slept on

The scene was beholding

& I was driven beyond

From private playgrounds to public dominions

I let you play me

Controlling yourself, as you say

I read the fear in your beautiful eyes

The fear of losing your will to the cause of your deception

And it wasn't what you wanted

You were almost driven beyond

I felt true emotions underneath the fake touches

What you thought was an illusion

Was seven colored pulses seeping from your fingertips

Doubt reached you a tad late

I almost met your feelings face-to-face

So everything's the same as you left it

When you were almost driven beyond

Occasionally, dials of life spin

Scrambling channels between your face

Your moods and the edge of sanity you fear so much

Setting my days into cold chapters

And a pondering heart beneath my skin

Into a senseless machine

Granted, remissions failed after we'd grown apart

Between sleeping & waking up

Hollow harmony, drifting with time

Was too light to capture

It was driven beyond

Sometimes, looks have two meanings

But with you, meanings are moody spectrums

It's soothing to feel numb, complex, unclear

Relaxed that you've touched me

When I'm envied about my state

I wish my friends knew my shock

I wish I could tell them how deranged it is

To dream about you. And too much is an addiction

We live with what we know

Realizing dreams are sometimes misleading

And I'm driven beyond

Driven beyond

Baby, I'm driven beyond

Laly