Backfire Lyrics

Time

I've carried you for too long, deforming the shape of my mind

Like the bending rivers carving mountainsides

And you, my love, your eyes mutate revolting blood cells

Driven through your pretty hands

Guiding them a path beneath your feet

Strange

It's strange to think I'm in forgiving control

Yet, I can't convince myself to deprive you from me

Should I worry about you missing me?

Calling me back from the road of perdition

The finale part I'll never see you do

Love

It's a carousel throwing off mighty men

Once licentiousness becomes mundane

The cowboys, the junkies & the meek purging them bucked wild

You scout for fresh rides

Hurt

Hurt has its way of okaying myself to be disengaged

Introverted when you slip the plot

I've misread the glow of your heart in the dark

A body double mutation

It backfires guessing who you are

Damn

At the dawn of my creation

I was a sensation at your fingertips,

Now a losing soul drifting out of orbit

Playing musical chairs games with dead planets

Backfire

I cringe from what I know is coming when it backfires,

Guessing who you are to finalize my plan for revenge

The missing piece?

The missing piece?

If only I had planned my plan to backfire

I would've had you

But it backfires with futile lessons

Hurting me more than you could feel