Fantasy Lyrics

Invisible no one's looking for me

I've fallen in the dream realm, although I seem well

I'm really not

I gotta tell you how my psyche it slowly rots

Along with hope and the trust that I never got

I hate love, well I hate the act of looking for it

Companionship would suffice if it was fulfilling

I'm looking for something deeper and no one cares

To look for me invisible like the change floating in the air

Wake up it's a fantasy

You cannot see

Because i'm gunning

Gunning for your soul

I'm invisible

I cannot believe

That I'm running

Running it's so cold

Your not even looking

Searching for me

Yes I'm falling

Falling like a dream

It's a fantasy

You cannot see

But I'm calling

Calling hear me

Open up your ears if you wanna try

But confidence my friend I have watched it die

Because of you throwing daggers in the form of silence

Not acknowledging me, a form of violence

Because i've emerged from this battered and bruised

This shade of red the darkest yet but I could never choose

No ones looking for me I have fallen off the grid

Not by choice it was forced on me like this

Wake up it's a fantasy

You cannot see

Because i'm gunning

Gunning for your soul

I'm invisible

I cannot believe

That I'm running

Running it's so cold

Your not even looking

Searching for me

Yes I'm falling

Falling like a dream

It's a fantasy

You cannot see

But I'm calling

Calling hear me

Hear me

I'm in pain and that's why I'm jaded

See me

I'm lacerated and the scars I hate it

Bleeding

Everywhere out on the floor

Be careful not slip

Or you will see where this goes

Self love ironically not in short supply

I know that I'm the shit that's enough to open eyes

Validation as a word exist for a reason

I can't confirm I'm really great so there's no meaning

It's a fantasy played out, a calamity

I just want my presence to be felt silently

Or cause such a ruckus that there's no denying me

It's so dramatic most the time I want relief

From worrying if you like me or you don't

Din't give a fuck anymore because I won't

Be stuck inside this realm forever and ever

But I don't care anymore because I won't

Wake up it's a fantasy

You cannot see

Because i'm gunning

Gunning for your soul

I'm invisible

I cannot believe

That I'm running

Running it's so cold

Your not even looking

Searching for me

Yes I'm falling

Falling like a dream

It's a fantasy

You cannot see

But I'm calling

Calling hear me

It's a fantasy

It's a fantasy

It's a fantasy