Bleak Fall Lyrics

She used to tell me to love

She used to tell me to love

Oh will I live or will I die

I'm on the fucking brink

Thoughts of suicide they often leave me feeling weak

I loathe inside my crib and I won't come outside for weeks

It's hard for me to live when every second feels so bleak

I don't know who to speak to no I don't know who to trust

I don't trust the heart of people so I tamper with these drugs

I been dancing with the devil as he whispers in my ear

Telling me it's time to let go and you having nothing to fear oh dear

I never felt this fucking lost before

No

Know I need help to guide me through these storms

Yeah

The devils always knocking on my door

Try to ignore it but these demons always waging war

She used to tell me to love

She used to tell me to love but I don't feel like enough

She used to tell me to love

She used to tell me to love but I just want to give up

She used to tell me to love

She used to tell me to love but I can't heal from these cuts

She used to tell me to love

She used to tell me to love but my heart is so crushed

I been through hell and back inside my soul

I've crashed so many times I always seem to lose control

I've got this hole inside my heart that's slowly bleeding out

Wish to be whole again but my faith is filled with doubt

I slowly drown in the ocean of my past regrets

This holy ground has been tainted by my own neglect

It hurts when I reflect and bask inside my broken thoughts

Cause I can't help but feel my purpose and all hope is lost

No

But I know it's only in my head

If I keep living life this way soon I'll be fucking dead

And so I pray for better days to finally end this dread

Will I be saved before another suicide attempt

Fuck

I cross my heart and hope you're listening

Lost in the dark I need your guidance to deliver me

Oh

I close my eyes and I drift away

Hold me tight Please don't ever let me slip away

She used to tell me to love

She used to tell me to love but I don't feel like enough

She used to tell me to love

She used to tell me to love but I just want to give up

She used to tell me to love

She used to tell me to love but I can't heal from these cuts

She used to tell me to love

She used to tell me to love but my heart is so crushed