An Early End Lyrics

I been waiting on my life to finally change

But I fall more on vices everyday

If nothing's changing why should I

It's still real hard to sleep at night though I try

I know I'll never be the same

The scars are too deep in me I see I see I lost it

Breathe in deep I breathe again exhausted

Reach in me to piece together all this

Save me from the evil I am causing

No

There's nothing there to save

Coloring to gray

Angels flying

Ooh

There's nothing there to save

Peace is long away

There's nothing left to do

I form I rot I'm swarmed

I'm gone like that

I form I rot

Reform all losses in a flash

I form I rot I form

My soul is still intact

I form I rot I form

Until that shit extracts

Ain't nothing left to do but wait

If shit was meant to be I would get it and fall gently

But everything resumes in a state too abstract to patch back

A tailor can't thread it forget it

I mean if I was supposed to get it I'd get it

And yet instead i'm limited with every bit of my vision obscured

For sure I'm bound to die in a divot

Insignificant in every way and piled in pity I dread

When I die I'd rather disappear never existed

In this life limited reach only internal breaching

Yet despite annihilated by external leeches

MAGA white providing shame so deep in me that's eating

At my psyche reminding me these nihilistic feelings

I despise but still comprising my entire being

Missing binds that tie together all the little pieces

Of my mind can't tolerate another day until I'm free

No

There's nothing there to save

Coloring to gray

Angels flying

Ooh

There's nothing there to save

Peace is long away

There's nothing left to do

I form I rot I'm swarmed

I'm gone like that

I form I rot

Reform all losses in a flash

I form I rot I form

My soul is still intact

I form I rot I form

Until that shit extracts