Stratton's Ballad Pt. 2 Lyrics

Convict what you want to do

Yah

Uh

Convict what you want to do

Be honest if your heart untrue

I want to kiss you, want to hold you forever

Like everybody else existing for another

But

Be honest, your intent's a ruse

You tarnished what I liked of you

Wanted to kiss you and to hold you forever

But now

Prefer you'd float on down the river

Uh oh

Attached to a man who had promised to be there

Yuh but uh oh

He up disappeared reappeared after a near year

He had easily swept me up off of my feet

Said to me I'm not weak, I'm not useless

Nah, I'm a beautiful, unique creature

Put in a stupor when said he needs me

I didn't think he had any malice, deceiving me

A hidden talent, he mastered me seamlessly

He seem to be a succubus eating me

Feeding off what I offer

While risking my all like my job and my college degree for him

'Til he crawled in my bed and commenced his deed

Said it's special, gave me his virginity

Then he left and he cheated immediately

Uh

Convict what you want to do

Be honest if your heart untrue

I want to kiss you, want to hold you forever

Like everybody else existing for another

But

Be honest, your intent's a ruse

You tarnished what I liked of you

Wanted to kiss you and to hold you forever

But now

Prefer you'd float on down the river

You got what you wanted with me on my back

My legs in the air and my panties are scrap

Reveling in ecstacy, both of us happy

The shit I been dreaming about come to actuality

My toes are curling and I'm choking moans way back

Now time lapsed and I can see clearly

Shit is evident you never really even cared about me

'Cause if you did you would have waited

But you laid and played along with some little bitch

Like we weren't shit; Didn't exist

And I wish we didn't 'cause you gave me a gift that I didn't want

Now my therapist thinks that I'm fucking dumb

Fucking on some bum

Who I knew for a couple of months

Passing notes like we slick or sum

Are you happy, love, that you ruined me?

That you did all this shit just to screw with me

You got pussy and left

Bitch that's ruthless to me

You ain't even want me, just wanted to do me

And write music to boost up your ego

You nihilistic little princess

What did you expect I would end up as

Sitting in my room to reflect on how you destructed my brain

Bitch

Imma let go of my patience

Imma pursue my vocation in the military

Get my aim pinpoint, very scary

So I take shit back

What you took from me and gave me back

I want you to fucking hate me now like I hate you

I want you dead

I want you to scream "Fuck you too" bitch

Uh

Convict what you want to do

Be honest if your heart untrue

I want to kiss you, want to hold you forever

Like everybody else existing for another

But

Be honest, your intent's a ruse

You tarnished what I liked of you

Wanted to kiss you and to hold you forever

But now

Prefer you'd float on down the river