Deep End Lyrics

From the moments that my parents were conceiving

Was cemented I'd forever be a demon

Little snake all coiled up within a sheep's skin

Only fate really impending keep on creeping

Nothing is sacred give in to hatred

Let it all seep in

Give in to pain and clear up a way

To let it all deep in

Chipping away whatever remains

Of whatever's deep inside

Let it all die put it aside

Jump off the deep end

Start at the bottom figure it out

I wanna keep talking but imma drown

I contemplate often the world without me

I scream and I scream but don't make a sound

For all of my life I've been looking down

'Cause what's the point of living

When everyone puts me out of thought,

Out of sight, out of mind,

Out of any sense of plausibility

Denying my trials and tribulations

And my highs that I build in verses to refurbish me

Earnestly but it doesn't work it only diverts a bit

Currency depression

I'm flexing with zero urgency

To circumvent the current

From turning my limbs to burgundy

Momma knew just what she was doing

When she had turned on me

Victim of abuse in herself

Not right to curse me

To permanent disfigurement

Mimicking hers currently

I curved her suffering 'bove and beyond

Universally

With versatility unmatched

Uncertainty unpacked

I'm too far in the void I can't run back

From all that trauma that's drawing me in

Farther and farther

No longer watching for options to fall back on peace

Nothing in reality but suicide is freeing

Then I can reset what I've been given 'stead of seeking

A faux grandiose chipper potency

Egregious

I just can't see how this life could be appealing

From the moments that my parents were conceiving

Was cemented I'd forever be a demon

Little snake all coiled up within a sheep's skin

Only fate really impending keep on creeping

Nothing is sacred give in to hatred

Let it all seep in

Give in to pain and clear up a way

To let it all deep in

Chipping away whatever remains

Of whatever's deep inside

Let it all die put it aside

Jump off the deep end

Baby

Think before you act

Baby

Please don't turn your back on me

Baby

Think before you act

Baby

Please don't turn your turn you back back

From the moments that my parents were conceiving

Was cemented I'd forever be a demon

Little snake all coiled up within a sheep's skin

Only fate really impending keep on creeping

Nothing is sacred give in to hatred

Let it all seep in

Give in to pain and clear up a way

To let it all deep in

Chipping away whatever remains

Of whatever's deep inside

Let it all die put it aside

Jump off the deep end