The story of amen Lyrics

Dead inside here for 20-something years

For being an unbeliever

Waiting for a call

Struggling for direction

Searching my strange aliases

Digging into my ancient feelings

God is older

But god is not helping me

I'm all alone down here

Amen

On the ledge of my pillow

Suicidal thoughts

About Being Old

Past my prime

Breaking a chain

About being bold

Daring to find you

My savior

I call to you

Amen

Chained by my own promises

Falling from my grace

Losing my crown of thorns

Floating to the top

Amongst the living

To a nameless land

Where you live

Up above where god exists

As they say

Because he doesn't hear me here

Maybe up there?

I believe

Amen

I get closer to the center of gravity

I hear a laughter

I see a smile

I feel loneliness

I see the light

Blending eyes

Assimilates into my world

Leading me

I'm listening

Is it an illusion?

But why care?

I answer

Amen

I heard you

Calling underneath your breath

Shadows have been waiting

For your heart not to be taken

But for mine to be given

A sacrifice

For one more day

I can hear the call

I answer

Amen

I breathe red oxygen

I confessed the dirt I bred

I redeemed life absolute

I broke the cast

It's time to go

Deactivate the pause

I'm semi-free

Amen

I'm waiting

But you're far away

I'm waiting anyway

I heard the shadows' steps

I heard my name called

For a scapegoat

I'm answering

Amen

Will we cross paths again?

See eye to eye?

For a moment to recognize

This broken man in a tomb

Or brush me off?

Omens breaking my thoughts.

I'll never betray

This is the moment

that I become

Amen

I hear footsteps

The edge of the door swinging

Feeling a shadow of warmth

Receiving a vibe

The lights dimmer

Silence engulfed the room

Holding words captive

Trapped my breath

A flicker of flame ignited

I'm alive

Amen

No matter what it may bring

Fame or shame

I broke the chain

Not to be afraid

Dropping my cloak of fear

So speak your mind

I'm at a crossroads

Amen

However, I may be judged

At last, I believe

I will be set free

To live or die

I'll vindicate myself

I'll breathe

I accept what's pronounced

Wholeheartedly with an

Amen

God is alive and here

But he's too Late

So

Amen to you (El.cee)

Amen to you (El.cee)

Amen