Wailing wall Lyrics

I was in Jerusalem

Some miles from a town where you vacationed

I had to be at the wailing wall

For a personal matter, a grievance

God spoke to me there, demanding my devotion

That I promised you

God has vowed to me what most wished for

But no mention of you

God has warned eternity in hell for me

But regretting not having you is harder

God said he created us beautifully

All I see is my ugliness

And sprinkled in you are my given senses

God has miracles, but only if he believes

Only if he's fair

A balance of your fulfilling beauty

My old age, my saturated ugliness, a symmetry of art

God said I'm free, but I'm singled out, incomplete

I'm the weakened one, created for your leisure

Debating God the subject of you

I ruptured defending you for me

Our wishes and demands colliding

I'm not sacrificing anything

I'm walking away from a stalemate

Taking my chances with you

We'll talk about how to save me

A rescue or rebirth

Not at the wailing wall in Jerusalem

But at the redemption wall of your heart

Somewhere in L.A.