2020 Lyrics

Mother

Father

Future son

Daughter

I might give up

Hope someone miss me

All these shadows in my head I couldn't fathom

Back in 2020

We running low on money

My dad can't walk he stumbling

My mom was crying, stuffy

He barely made it, lucky

This shit was never funny

This can't be real I'm running

I can't face you I'm shunning

It wasn't till I saw him hooked up I started succumbing

I'm clutching

My mother's hand cuz she can't handle this shit

At least I wish I did I was too gone oh so distracted

The world taught me to shut my trap back when I was just a kid

And all those scars dig in so deep I can't get into that shit

But know I got my family's back I just can't speak about it

Unless its pen and paper, trauma got my vocal cords stitched

And all this had to happen right when fucking Covid had hit

The only thing I thought I'd never lose was my will to live but

Back in 2020

Back in 2020

Always asking God what the point is

Know that he tired of my shit trust I'm tired of it too

Driving back home from my work shift

Ain't no difference lonely there and I'm lonely in my room

Mom call crying once again

Gotta be a rock again never even told my friends

I had the mindset that nobody cared

Honestly sometimes it still feel that way

Still got the songs ain't no rapping I vented

The only way Aidan G ever stayed sane

I kept faith in the Lord

To this day thank Him that Satan don't grasp on my brain

All of my heartstrings were torn

Hoping we make it I hope I can crawl out this cave

But when I looked I just ain't see the light

Let it all take me ain't put up a fight

Ah shit, uh

I always scribbled all night

I only cope cuz I write

I only made it cuz I chose the vision not sight

I can do something learn from these life lessons cuz even in pain I'm alive

But if not then

Mother

Father

Future son

Daughter

I might give up

Hope someone miss me

All these shadows in my head I couldn't fathom

Back in 2020

We running low on money

My dad can't walk he stumbling

My mom was crying, stuffy

He barely made it, lucky

This shit was never funny

This can't be real I'm running

I can't face you I'm shunning

It wasn't till I saw him hooked up I started succumbing