love yourself Lyrics

This hair carry weight

This skin carry weight

My soul, breath, nails shit it all carry weight

Oh shoot

Wonder when Imma bloom

I blow fumes

Dad speaks

Talking impending doom

Oh how gloom

Man my life flash before my eyes when I'm in my room

I'm picking through my flaws, in my past, what did I do

Was it getting in trouble shit all the norms I refused

Was it the cycle of Satan that almost led to my tomb

Was it getting out of touch with the fam, I'm out of tune

Was it the crime of my birth when I was pushed out the womb

Monologuing to myself fore I boom

I'm just a lil crazy best to accept before it come out exhumed

And shit I'm tripping

I'm feeling sickly

I told myself that that's the bitch me

Never let nobody see which is me

Even as a kid I knew how to be a man

You keep it all inside, no tears, don't steer from your plan

And when you sitting in that bathroom with a blade in your hand

At least you toughed through, now go ahead and cut your lifespan

You such a man

You really did it

But from the grave same society that made you do it

Call you an idiot

That's why I say its best to be yourself

Fuck what the higher-ups say I'd rather be expelled

You see I love myself and that took a long time

Cuz my whole life niggas tried to tell me I'm not mine

And please don't get it twisted nigga shit I'm still not fine

But shit I'm fine with that nigga as long as I'm dodging fines

Was like watching a king on his shrine

He threw down scraps of suffering

Used to eat it up and bloated like swine

How much time you think it took to get it out my nigga

If I can do it you can do it, please don't doubt my nigga

I'm in AZ and this shit it be a drought my nigga

A big ass desert, cracked the dirt, and grew a sprout my nigga

Running, running, running, running that's what I used to do

I was too scared, let my fears control how I would move

Got a grip and got back in my groove

I'm never stagnant if I was nigga, I would've been in my tomb because

Because shit

Even as I ran away everyday

I only learned that it didn't keep the demons at bay

And by these demons shit I mean me

My hands and my feet

I had a scalpel doing the worst kind of surgery on me

In that UPS truck I was so devoid of all glee

I lost my will to live, shit

I was hurting on me

But I won't let my issues hold a fucking curtain on me

And I won't let nobody boost they ego from using me

These niggas hating passing bodies like a bundle of fleas

They all mosquitoes, out my life man this is my energy

I was comfy with pain, I had the locks and the keys

And when I finally unlocked it oh man I really felt free

And that moment shouldn't just be a new feeling to me

That should be all the time, nigga shit I should just be

Everything in this life you gotta learn nigga

Been at my very best but still I yearn nigga

Everything in this life you gotta learn nigga

Been at my very best but still I uh

Its a learning process you gotta be strong and get better

Get yourself through that rainy weather

Its a learning process you gotta be strong and get better

Get yourself through that

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Its a learning process you gotta be strong and get better

Get yourself through that rainy weather

Its a learning process you gotta be strong and get better

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You can do it

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You can do it

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