confession

I seen my aunt on the floor crying

No reaching hands I ain't know what to do

I seen my father hooked up in the hospital

He barely made it he breathes from a tube

I seen my mom on the couch, sipping her wine

Watch her stress as it dilute

I held my ex in my arms as she cried

Genuine love wonder what went askew

I heard my cousin been cracked out on drugs

Running from bullets a life he could lose

I look myself in the eyes in the mirror

Body shame when I feel slightly obtuse