ENEMY Lyrics

You wanna feel numb

Cause it feels like you're going insane

You wanna run from

The hurt and pain

I used to find a friend in me

Now all I see is an enemy

A bottomless mind is a playground for the dark who dwell

An empty heart is tantamount to the center of hell

Self-created fiery residence of a cell

Stuck inside your head to die under your own spell

I'm sick of your conviction and this negative depiction

That I'm a helpless case beyond anybody's vision

"Isaac they can't see you only if you show them fear

Then they'll shun you I'm the only one left to support you here"

Man shut I'm done listening

You told me life would be glistening

Just stay by myself, no missing them

But you lied to my face so I'm finishing

Done with you, ain't no telling where I might go

Stepping on the gas, and I'm turning up the nitro

Running so fast and I'm trying to find my light so

Get your shoes off of my carpet you're in my home

Said you'd show me heaven

What you showed me was eleven

Watching both of my friends dead and you just sat there laughing so

Never again, I won't let anyone in

Writing til late in am

Talking bout all of my sin

I looked to you with a grin and said

You wanna feel numb

Cause it feels like you're going insane

You wanna run from

The hurt and pain

I used to find a friend in me

Now all I see is an enemy

Don't know what happened to us as kids got along fine

Getting bullied said stand up and fight I was the type

Whenever we got scared I said we should run and hide

You said you'd give me happiness should've KNOWN THAT YOU LIED

Cause of you a girl hurt me, I never did ever feel worthy

Straight down to death is where I was curving

Finally I see your plans unfurling

Keep your mouth shut don't tell me I'm blessed

Right now I just wanna feel less

I'm sick of you in my head you're obsessed

With turning the good parts of life to a mess

Don't tell me I'm wrong or argue your case

This my head not yours, so you know your place

Don't look in the mirror I'm sick of your face

Don't wanna talk to you so just go away

Everything I'd say you'd throw away

Inside my head you wanted to stay

Never to fix it only to play

With the memories til I went insane

Talking, quit talking I don't wanna hear it

I see a smile, but don't wanna go near it

My heart doesn't fit in my chest so I wear it

Don't know what happy is so guess I should fear it

I'm sick of my life being based on appearances

I want music to be made with sincerity

Every lyric I write it down carefully

Showing everyone myself with transparency

Used to be happy now you're a villain

You see my old self and you tell me to kill him

I know you're evil cause you're me I can feel it

But I've had enough of you I'm at my limit

So I pray to whatever's above me

That I can find someone who actually loves me

Someone gentle who don't care bout the money

And not like you someone who would never cut me

I'm told there is much more to life than this

But pain is all you've given me I don't know more than this

I was broken and shook

My eyes were an open book

You said you'd take the hurt away, but my soul's what you took

So why did it have to be me?

Why did it take so long to see

That I thought you were my friend, but now you're an enemy

I guess I've always known the truth

But back then I had no one to run to

But I got the power to cut loose

So this is it I'm saying FUCK YOU

You wanna feel numb

Cause it feels like you're going insane

You wanna run from

The hurt and pain

I used to find a friend in me

Now all I see is an enemy