INSOMNIAC Lyrics

When you get out of bed I've been watching the sun rise

You're feeling replenished, I've been here like four times

I'm tired I ain't get no sleep last night

Or the day before, or the day before that, or the day before that

Yeah the pattern repeats

The nightmares make sure I can't stay asleep

They let me know that all the people in my life will leave

You couldn't last one minute if you were in my dreams

Then you'd be dead and I'm the one that always has to see it

Wake up, I'm thirsty so I take a drink and

Lay back down I feel some relief then I

Close my eyes and I wake up screaming

I won't close these eyes again, I can't risk it

I sit and I sulk in bed, I'm wishing

To go back where my life began, no different

So I sit up questioning, why is it that

I'm an insomniac, yeah I take the meds

But my mind just spins every time that I'm in bed

I'm sick of all this, wish I was dead so

I could get sleep without these thoughts in my head

I'm an insomniac, yeah I take the meds

But my mind just spins every time that I'm in bed

I'm sick of all this, wish I was dead so

I could get sleep without these thoughts in my head

Hit rock bottom more than I've written a verse

Hope for the best, but always expect the worst

This is where I go whenever I'm feeling the hurt

Cause it'll only get better if I put in the work

I wanna be great, I wanna be strong

I don't wanna break, I wanna move on

I wanna be safe, I don't wanna fall

The name I create, I want to live on

But as of late, it seems like I risk it all

Do you know what it's like to look at cloudy gray?

Think about every mistake that you ever made?

Watch your whole life slowly disintegrate?

And then lie to yourself throughout the day?

Every night I can see his face clearer

I think about the day I get taken by the reaper

Never again will I look into the mirror

I'd see the eyes of the one that I'm in fear of

And he'd look at me with a sorrowful glance

His eyes drained of life from this toxic dance

Regrets every time that he took the chance

To trust someone else by his own demands

They told him his heart was precious and they kept it

Then they stepped all over it and left it

He thinks of this every time he goes to bed and

He is me so.. Well I guess I should accept that

I'm an insomniac, yeah I take the meds

But my mind just spins every time that I'm in bed

I'm sick of all this, wish I was dead so

I could get sleep without these thoughts in my head

I'm an insomniac, yeah I take the meds

But my mind just spins every time that I'm in bed

I'm sick of all this, wish I was dead so

I could get sleep without these thoughts in my head