Closure Lyrics

Man I lost it, in my own head I am boxed in

I wish ida fought it, but that's lower than what the cost is

I wake up and I'm coughing blood up I'm exhausted

Man I look apocalyptic I'm not conscious

And I know I wasn't good to you I'm tryna adjust

And if you ever wished I never woke up, well that makes two of us

Honestly I get it and it's fine if you hold in a grudge

Trust me I wish I could go back to who I really was

A bubbly kid, hiding scars on his lips

Can barely open his lids, bullied by other kids

I was so innocent, never pleaded the fifth

To be honest back then, I just wanted to live

Whatever happened to him?

Walked in my two friends

Rope around both their necks

Cuts on all of their limbs

From then on it was said

That inside I was dead

Man I loved you Ty but you left me instead

And Slade you always knew best

And trust me I won't forget

All those times that we met up at night cause we couldn't text

I knew we all were sad, not that it was that bad

Ty I'll miss how you were always saying shit like "that's rad"

I put the blame on myself I know you I wouldn't want that

But it's so hard when I'm the only one left here to fight back

I could've done something man its like us three were attached

But now I'm all alone without you guys I fall through the cracks

But I guess I move on, I hope you're hearing this song

Cause it's so hard to be strong, when both your brothers are gone

But I got mine, my older bro, loves me through my stone face

Him and his lady, they gon be together through old age

They love me more than anything they tell me I'm like no way

But as long I got them both I know I will be okay

And I got my boys always on my side,

Til death do we ride

For all you guys man there ain't a mountain I wouldn't climb

And I love my momma, though she oblivious

Her cluelessness is just a small part of who she is

She truly is loving and caring

She showed me what true beauty is

She always says, "son I want you to live" want you to live

Now I got my own lady, girl I love you so much,

There ain't nothin better than a long day with your touch

I know I'm away it's hard trust me I know it's so tough

But one day we'll be together promise it'll be so fun

Can you guys see me from up there?

Man look where I'm at

Second year in college getting knowledge I'm bumpin up the stats

I made more friends here, I'm in band I'm rocking that

Life is moving all in a blur man it's going fast

And for any of you people out there that have lost a friend

Just know the fight never stops, not even in the end

But put your trust in me I'll lead you to the sea

Where you and them can finally speak and get your closure bring you peace

HEY