When I'm Dreaming Lyrics

Lay down in bed, and I'm walking through my mind

Tryna figure out every little crack inside

Always passed life by, so I guess it's time

To pick apart the visions going through my eyes

When I'm dreaming, I create my own world

Gold and the gleam

I sit down at my own throne no one can see but me

I can fight my own wars, holding the peace

Giving Ls never close to defeat

When I'm dreaming I dream of a world like this one

Different paths, different ways to take

I dream of one day where I'd be content

And not have to dwell on my past mistakes

I dream of love not being so much an idea

As something I can truly see

But I can't sleep forever, so I wake back up

And have to face my reality

But man

When I'm dreaming, I can see it

See the love that I never want to go away

There is peace when there's no blinking

Visions in my head when I start to break

No reason, but I'm reaching

Thinking on my own of not being alone

But I see that I'm just dreaming

Searching everywhere just to find my home

I wanna be happy I wanna dream

Wanna smile and feel, yeah it sounds obscene

But I also wanna run away from everything

Always turn my back to it, but I start to fiend

Yeah, so I always go back

Down to abyss, straight into the black

I always try to drift from the negative path

But before I even know it I can feel me crack again

And so what's happening to me?

The things that I want are the things I never see

In real life only time is in my dreams

Run away here to stay it's tearing me

Into pieces I think too much just breathe

Try to relax cause it's bad if I overthink

But I try, wanna find my purpose he's

A bit evasive, My place is on the brink of time

And I see a bunch of lies

That were told to me by everyone I love

Saying I'm deserving and to keep my head up

But I can't relate, I just start to shake I just clam up

To the same people that don't feel my pain and say to man up

Time came, broke both my legs, can't stand up

Tired of using both my arms to crawl, got no stamina

I know no one's coming but I still keep my hand up

Man I been ran up

Parasites always eat the host

No one's ever there when you're needing them the most

Tell them that you'll always be there so you know

But that only makes it hurt worse when they turn ghost

Huh, so just let me ride

On my rollercoaster just for tonight

Watch me go low, and watch me go high

Look at all the good that I've been denied

So I'm dreaming