RELEASE Lyrics

Here we go again I'm lost and I'm stuck within

Words that I've already said

Can't smile, so I play pretend

My mind says "save your breath"

My heart says "get it off your chest"

Constantly at war and I can't take it anymore I guess

"Watch where you step, cause it's a dangerous path"

That's what they all tell me

I just throw my head back and laugh

So that they think I'm happy

So they don't know it's all an act

In fact, when I'm alone can't take the pressure and I crack it's sad

Sinking, crawling myself back into a deep hole

Only think that came to my mind was letting the ink flow

I know that you're all sitting going

"Yeah you're sad we know"

But music is my one release, and that's just what I need so

You don't need to listen I'm just letting it all out

The rage, hatred, bitterness, sadness, and self doubt

All the fear inside and any feelings that went south

I'm trying to eradicate with words with my mouth

This is my release, yeah I'm letting go

Of all of the things in the arsenal

It's just what I need 'fore my heart explodes

I'm finding my peace in my dead soul

Darkness pours all over me when my eyelids shut

I open them, and all that I can see are the cuts

That people left on me, scars that I have had to bear

It feels like every time I heal one there's another tear

It seems that since my first exposition I've risen

But my heart's filling up again, got no storage left in it

Every person I get close to always becomes distant

And I'll beg and plead, but they'll still leave they never listen

I can feel the anguish tearing off my flesh, I turn to stone

I don't mind it though, now you all can see that I'm exposed

Every signal sent from my brain tells me I gotta go

But I can't listen cause I've got a vision to explode

I've been told that being broken helps you down the road

And eventually you will turn sadness into gold

But I tried, and I finally realized that they lied

Both sides of my mind will not coincide

So I hide it inside

This is my release, yeah I'm letting go

Of all of the things in the arsenal

It's just what I need 'fore my heart explodes

I'm finding my peace in my dead soul

Staring in the mirror, looking at my face

But all I see are the demons, legs broken I lost the race

In Who Am I, I said y'all prepared me for war

But I ain't got no weapons, plus don't know what I'm fighting for

So light the torch so you can walk through the darkest parts of me

Yeah the parts that I don't wanna see

It's the hardest thing to reach is the solace

As I'm sinking I see a seeping light and it's blinking

But I'll never reach it the bottom is where my feet is so

This is my release, yeah I'm letting go

Of all of the things in the arsenal

It's just what I need 'fore my heart explodes

I'm finding my peace in my dead soul