Broken Promises Lyrics

I didn't know that you needed a way to get out till you left

I didn't know that you needed a way to run out on the one that has had your back

I didn't know that you needed to treat me the way

That you feel about you when you're lonely and mad

I tried my best

If I was worth all the time that we wasted then you are not worth hearing what I confess

I know it's in one ear and out the other, the way that I felt never mattered to you

I know it's one tear then two tears then fucking to try and forget how we do what we do

You've been a million miles away from the day that we met

I was just lost up in space with you

It wasn't till I was grounded that I noticed you never left

That's what you do

You say I'm a star you can have and I'll go to your planet to light up the darkness just Come up and touch me

But you never told me your gravity was so much different

I figured you knew my astrology

Figured you knew what we could become

So I got lost in what I saw that was

When I looked up at you after I realized you never came back with me I knew you were Unstable and trying to combust

I was the matter you took in to snuff

I am a product of all your toxicity

I am the knowledge subconsciously sent to me

I am the rage in the monster you made of me

I am the cage and the cave where you banished me

The most insane person I've met in my life and no matter how hard that I try I can't seem to know why

I am drawn to this energy I know is bad for me

You're toxic and textbook abusive, see here lies my problem I'm beaten down by what I've done

So my sense of self worth is what I have become through these people like you who just up and they run

Gotten so close and felt nothing but love, of course I am drawn to you because I've known you

My life has been riddled by you doing what you do I just don't get it I feel like I would but My blessings are curses especially you

Latest and greatest lesson that I've learned and I'm honored to have you be next in the Book

Thank you for being the best disappointment I've known

Your mind is the reason I wont overlook

Who's to say destruction is destructive

I'm accustomed to your cunning

I'm reluctant to your loving

Was conductive to seduction

You were nothing but deduction

You're disgusting in abundance

Now I'm trusting nothing

Now I'm on a substance

How'd you get to be so deconstructive

I won't follow your instructions

You're productive with your busting

I'm productive in my judgment

You're corrupted in redundance

I need something

I need something now before I lose my soul

So bring me back to life, resuscitate my running

Must go back to fucking

Just go back to suffering

Leave me by myself, I need no love for nothing

Need no love for fucking nothing

No I can't stay around for you to do the things you do

No I can't wait around to watch you be yourself

I know, I know you think it's been all my fault, you just can't see the truth

You do what you do, it won't be to me from here on out

I wish you did it different

I wish you held my vision

I wish you weren't suspicious

Yeah, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish

You weren't so lost in you

You're gonna drown in all your broken promises

After the shit that we've been through

I can't believe that you did this

I mean I know I'm not the smartest of people

But I figured I would have more common sense than this

I hold myself to high standards because I've been hurt by the lowest advantages

I set the bar for the people who wouldn't do damage, is this what I get for my trust

You fuck around and leave me out like nothing you love

How can you live with your two different lives

How can you give when you cannot survive

How did you get this one over on my sense of pride

Now I can't think right, I'm just here to try and define my whole life

You're not allowed to tell me that you tried

I believed everything, it was all lies

And now I realize that I might have a harder time constructing new foundations for someone who's worth my time

That's if I get through what you left behind

You do you and I'll do me don't think you can come by

If this is what you want, then make it everything you need

If this is how you thought you'd be relieved from nothing wrong with you and me then please

Go back to doing what you want, consider this the last you'll ever see of me

Hope you find whatever you convinced me I don't have in me

I know

Everything you're saying in your head seems to make sense

But there's still a part of you that won't let

You believe your bullshit

I know who you are and I know who you cannot stop pretending to be for some reason

Yeah go get your keys then

And go drinking

You deserve your freedom if you thought you were a slave, then

But the only chains that

You were locked in

We're the ones that

You had made when

You had taken

Some advice that you began thinking

From the vice that you made up because you don't face shit

You just come up with some bullshit

For excuses

I don't know how you can manage to be so damn ruthless and weak, you choose this

Don't call me up and ask me to come through cause I won't this is it for me I swear to god

I cannot help you unless you help whoever you have become

No I don't hate you

I've just moved on

I won't debate someone who has been gone

I can't relate to you anymore, I am just lost

I am just lost

You showed me signs that I should have seen way back when we had first met

I should have known better, so much regret, I need to work to get you out my head

If you feel better that I am left basically dead, use it to know that I'm not on the map

Don't come back trying to dig up a grave that you chose to bury up in cement

Please don't forget

No matter the shit you pull tryna get me to come back

I'll always remember your gravity's different than mine

I'll always remember the mess

It's mine now to deal with

Know you had the best

Remember my face when you're stressed

Think about what it had said

When you are alone in your bed

I've put you to rest

I've put you to rest

Who's to say destruction is destructive

I'm accustomed to your cunning

I'm reluctant to your loving

Was conductive to seduction

You were nothing but deduction

You're disgusting in abundance

Now I'm trusting nothing

Now I'm on a substance

How'd you get to be so deconstructive

I won't follow your instructions

You're productive with your busting

I'm productive in my judgment

You're corrupted in redundance

I need something

I need something now before I lose my soul

So bring me back to life, resuscitate my running

Must go back to fucking

Just go back to suffering

Leave me by myself, I need no love for nothing

Need no love for fucking nothing

No I can't stay around for you to do the things you do

No I can't wait around to watch you be yourself

I know, I know you think it's been all my fault, you just can't see the truth

You do what you do, it won't be to me from here on out

I wish you did it different

I wish you held my vision

I wish you weren't suspicious

Yeah, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish

You weren't so lost in you

You're gonna drown in all your broken promises