Miss You Now Lyrics

Is anybody out there

Can you hear me

Am I running out of time

Can everybody up there hear me clearly

Am I walking with myself in my mind

Walking a road

Being alone

When they tell you they're right by your side

I can't see you but I can feel you

Breathing through lines

Hello

Have I gotten through somehow

Hello

Did I leave when you had needed me the most

Hello

Have I managed to break through somehow

Hello

I miss you now

I think I might finally be in tune with how it is

No one wants to watch their family leave them in the shit

You were there from day one and I barely knew our mix

I feel like a stranger to you, I feel like I've missed

I can think of so many times that we could have seen each other

So many moments I could have come to both of you for your help

I can think of so many ways that we could have prevented this

But I know you are looking down on me and wishing that I'm well

My problem is that I'm always thinking of you two

What the fuck had happened

Why was life that hard for both of you

I know we had had some problems with some distance

But I knew you two would always be there if I needed you to help me through

Now you're gone and I don't get it, why'd you take that way out?

You left us here to pass the blame and wonder what it's all about

Never saw our father cry until we put you in the ground

Both of you were too young, and I'm sorry you were never found

I know you can hear me

I've seen the sings around this house

I know you are watching me write all this out, you are around

I keep on trying hard to come up with the proper way to tell

You both I miss you more than I knew I could ever dream about

I don't know what happened

They say it's hereditary

But if suicide is how we find ourselves, I'm never ready

Look at what you did to mom

What you did to dad

I have never been this type of sad

Aint no looking back

Permanent solutions and we're left to hold on through the drag

Further the pollution of my mind with what's inside this bag

Caught between the way I know I am inside my head

And what would happen if I wasn't taking all my meds

I'll do my best to bring you both around through what I write

And see where we end up from there

I just want both of you to talk to me

I'm trying not to cry about it, not to hate my life

Pressures building up inside my mind and this is haunting me

I'm weak and need your help

Just explain the what and why

Please help mom and dad to be okay

I know it takes some time but if you both could tell them

That you love them and you're sorry

I would be forever grateful

Signed, your brother

Read between the lines

Is anybody out there

Can you hear me

Am I running out of time

Can everybody up there hear me clearly

Am I walking with myself in my mind

Walking a road

Being alone

When they tell you they're right by your side

I can't see you but I can feel you

Breathing through lines

Hello

Have I gotten through somehow

Hello

Did I leave when you had needed me the most

Hello

Have I managed to break through somehow

Hello

I miss you now