Stages Lyrics

So how could we forget about the last time

You've been on my mind like you're a pastime

I'm like way too fucked up in my head, it's out of synch

Set up shop on last threads, just let me think

If we're really close to closure, if it's really fucking over

Then tonight this shot's for you, I swallow pride with all these drinks

I feel like I'm the only one who wonders how we got here

(How we got here)

I feel like you're the one who's always tryna keep us locked here

(Tryna keep us locked here)

I feel like I'm the only one who's restless cause you're not there

Cause I feel like I'm the one who gets the blame when you, you disappear

You disappear

I wish things had just stayed on track

And I miss things like they were, wish we could go back

Cause I say things that you see now as attacks

And my thoughts are just another way to prove what you grab (yeah, yeah)

I miss things that I can't get back (no,no)

And I miss you, and I miss what we had

All these things, they roll around in my head

Man, I can't sleep in this bed, why the fuck you been how you been

Life in different stages, that's my future you had shook, that's all it took

(That's all it took, that's all it took)

That's on two different pages might as well be different books, I know that look

When you hide shit and I ask you, you keep saying shit like I'm mad at you

I just want honesty, and man honestly, I'm not so patient now, I just think probably

That you consciously make all the wrong moves like you're tryna leave

But you need me to pull the trigger first so you can make me out to be the bad guy when You don't wanna be

Well God damn

Make no mistake, I see you

It's been too long and you've been gone even though you're here it's not the same and I Just don't believe you

It just feels wrong, what we do

It's off and on so it's so long, I don't belong in the way I'm caught in the way you think I Need you

Yeah, yeah, fuck you think this is

Like every time I see you it's like who the fuck you with

You start in with that bullshit like I need to get a grip

Make it my fault like you do and blame myself for how you live

Now there's nothing left to give

(Now there's nothing left to give)

How's the right thing feel so wrong, given everything you did

I do, I do, I got a handle on this fifth, here's to everything you hid

Oo yeah, here's to consequences

Here's to learning from the wasted fucking time and here's to my defenses

To coming to my senses

Moving on and killing all the tensions

To no more on the fences

So here's to all the lessons

And here's to new impressions

And here's to answered questions

And here's to new depressions

This one's for your confessions

Here's to finally resting

No longer your possession

So here's to my progression

I know that you got all these things up on your mind but you don't really give a fuck

I wonder if you ever gave a fuck

Well guess what, I don't give a fuck now