Fear Lyrics

I just need myself a moment I needed to fucking breathe

I can't sit inside that place and not start to think about me

And how maybe I fucking ruined what fate had wanted to be

Man, I never meant to believe in the things that I fucking said

But lie to yourself enough and you'll see the truth in your head

Some victim to self explaining, a problem I couldn't mend

Became what I've been maintaining and it's all cause I couldn't bend

But lie to yourself enough and you'll see the truth in your head

(Fear)

I just need myself a moment I needed to fucking breathe

I can't sit inside that place and not start to think about me

And how maybe I fucking ruined what fate had wanted to be

And I simply got in the way when I should have just let it be

Man, I never meant to believe in the things that I fucking said

But lie to yourself enough and you'll see the truth in your head

Some victim to self explaining, a problem I couldn't mend

Became what I've been maintaining and it's all cause I couldn't bend

I know maybe this sounds confusing but I love you and maybe then

If you made me the way that I am then I'll love myself 'round the bend

But I can't seem to get ahead when I'm dragging you through my head

I can't lie with someone in bed if I'm lying to make amends

What you do should serve as the proof for what you believe

And I've been conflicted cause I couldn't tell you what that would be

I'm just walking up in the shadows and looking up at the trees

And thinking bout how I got here, I'm sorry for being me

So fuck it man I guess that I've been lost

Maybe I shouldn't fight it, maybe this life is where I belong

Maybe I'll never find the answers to the problems I make for myself cause I can not seem to stop that process at all

Maybe all of the time that I had spent in the fog

Had clouded my mind to completion cause I wouldn't move on

No matter how hard I try I can't find a reason I'm wrong

Inflating a fucking ego till kingdom would fucking come

I know that I'm really meant for some kind of bigger idea

I can feel it in me, I can really feel it in there

I'm just so tired of bleeding and never gaining no ground

I'm just so tired of feeling like I am never around

I just know that I'm still there

I know that I'm really here

I just need to fucking let go and let it be till it's clear

I'm just so tired of lying to prove to me an idea that I made up myself for the sake of my Fear

(Fear)