The Embodyment ft. Kylie Love Lyrics

You say you forgive me but you never saw that side of me

Outside I be hurting but you don't see what's inside of me

My life is a movie it's directed by anxiety

Woah yeah yeah

Inside I be hurting my life ran by the anxiety

Outside I be happy but you don't see what's inside of me

All I feel is sadness I'm just tryna feel how happy be

I just gotta go and clear my mind

Yeah you never gonna see that side

Yeah I'm telling everybody I'm fine

I'm fine I'm fine I'm fine

Okay

I haven't slept in like four days

And you know it hurts me

When you say I ain't worth it

And I'm just worried

That I'll be single til I'm 30

And you know

Who could ever love me

I get so caught up in my thoughts

Have this feeling that I'm lost

I feel like I'm trapped inside this box surrounded all sides

Feel it at all times

This shit run my life

It run my life

My life my life my life

Been at the bottom so long I started kicking rocks

Got so much going for me I wish it didn't suck

I don't even know how it feel to be on top

I wish the voice inside my head would really fucking stop

Life is a depressant

I just hate I gotta express it

The sadness is a sentence

I hate That I feel I'm fenced in

Say I'm happy get defensive

hate that I can feel your presence

In the room I feel your tension

I feel

Like you

Yeah you

You ruin my life

You ruin my life

Yeah

You know I'm in your head

I like you better dead

I'm in your mind all day but I ain't paying rent

Gotta get this off my chest

When I said I'd hate you more I thought I'd love you less

All I wanted was to be with you

But you push me away

Say I'm a piece a shit

Why do I always stay

You say that I am the drama

I guess that I am your karma

Without me you calmer

Without me you nada

Without me you nothing

Hate that I ain't shit unless you in my head

Depression is the only thing that get me through and through all this shit