Need a Lot of Love Lyrics

I need a lot of love

Yeah Growing up

I feel like I never had a lot of love

Am I not enough

Heard what you said and you said enough

I need a lot of love

I've been back stabbed so who do I trust

I'm talking way more then once

Really from from my closest ones

Am I disappointing you

Am I really hurting you

See it from my point of view

Done being the person you

That you keep on living through

Really tryna ball

You seeing me fall

Used to stare at the wall

Hoping that you won't call

Acting like you do care but you do not at all

High school

Used to go to work and sit inside the parking lot until you went to sleep

All the anger that you had you went and took it out on me

And I would blame it on myself I feel like it was all on me

And I just call myself a freak

And every weekend I was tweaking had your reasons

You ain't even mean it

I would say I fucking love you but I didn't really mean it

I'm just trapped inside this corner that you keep on shoving me in

When I come home

Go right up into my room

Never spending time with you

Conversations overdue

Never listen nothing new

Never get nowhere with you

Ouuu

I just wish you would listen to the words you say

Yeah I'm feeling like a clothesline yeah the way I hang

On every word that you really have to say

Means way more then you think

Yeah Growing up

I feel like I never had a lot of love

Am I not enough

Heard what you said and you said enough

I need a lot of love

I've been back stabbed so who do I trust

I'm talking way more then once

Really from from my closest ones

I know I'm not the perfect son

Said Brandon you can talk like you can open up

But every time I open up you talk about your stuff

It's like I'm fucking dumb

It's like I'm fucking done

I'd rather do this shit alone cuz you don't give a fuck

I'm just done

I know I did not go in direction that you wanted me to

I got my life too you can go and do you I'm just gonna do me

Yeah and I know you're disappointed

And every time I talk about the music I'm annoying

But I feel like you shit on my happiness and enjoy it

I just talk about my dreams and you go and destroy it

I just need a lot of love