Keys To France Lyrics

After I drop I'm gonna get a couple calls

But in order to clear my mind I got to clear it all

After y'all hear this y'all be better off

When you feeling how I'm feeling hard to stand up tall

So many days I didn't leave my bed at all

Yeah it's hard to clear you mind you take a step you fall

All the problems that we have really could be solved

Perspective is what is missing from us all

I done seen cocaine fiends turn to dope fiends

I done liter Sprite mixed with codeine

I done seen someone crush up four percies

And snort them shits right to the dome piece

And say Brandon without these shits you wouldn't even know me

Fam would be distraught at all the shit that I've seen

I been around a lot of drugs and not involved with them

Cause adding another problem to my life wouldn't be solving them

I done seen my aunt take her life and really fuck it up

Always searching for that high weed just ain't enough

Two kids see their mother off the needle plunge

But looking back maybe she was never loved

And she had no guidance when she was growing up

My dad would say growing up he had his problems shit

Every time I was upset and told my dad he brought his problems in

My dad's a narcissist

And I guess bringing up my shit gives him an out to things he's been internalin

And I hope he knows if he needs someone that I'm there for him

Household so negative it drain my energy

Money hungry family all greed we lacking empathy

Pessimistic shit is gonna be the fucking end of me

Cause if you don't care then just pretend to be

Money can't buy love

Ask my dad if he love me and he said look at stuff that I buy you

Preciate when you pay

Please pay attention to me

When you it feels like you don't care

It feels like you don't care

It makes me feel ashamed

After I drop I'm gonna get a couple calls

But in order to clear my mind I got to clear it all

After y'all hear this y'all be better off

When you feeling how I'm feeling hard to stand up tall

So many days I didn't leave my bed at all

Yeah it's hard to clear you mind you take a step you fall

All the problems that we have really could be solved

Perspective is what is missing from us all

Last winter almost took my life

Honestly if it wasn't for my cousin wouldn't be alive

And it be so hard to make my mother cry

But I really lost it all

I lost my girl my house my passion

Didn't get a call

Made me question if I had any friends that cared at all

Yeah Yeah Yeah

Yeah I've been out the house for like seven months now

And the place that I live ain't a home no more

It's just a place that I'm living

Yeah my siblings went to private school and I know I didn't

And the way they act around me people make me sick and

I'm embarrassed

I know I spend a lot of time alone

Lot of times you want me there I'm a no show

Deep down I'm not busy but I won't go

Go go go

Yeah you know I love you hard

And I know that it's all my fault

I just need to retire my mom

And I swear that I'm working on god

When you hear this

Pick your phone

Give me a call say you love me yeah I need it

Yeah I need it

And I need you

Yeah I need you so bad right now

I love all you guys

I'm going through it