9T Percent Lyrics

Ninety percent of the time wish I wasn't awake

Yeah

Ninety percent of the time wish I was deep in my grave

Yeah

Ninety percent

Ninety percent

I'm not upset but you ain't hear a word I said

I don't even know what's next

Ninety percent of the time

I feel like I'm stuck in my mind yeah

Feel like I'm wasting my time yeah

No you won't show you won't slide yeah

I tried

I smiled yeah I'm so fine

Don't lie

Why won't you show both sides

No way out

No way out

Person that's inside is screaming let me out

Every time I'm in this spot nobody hold me down

Why can you not just be there for me to hear me out

Like what is the reason

Maybe I'm tweaking

Fuck I ain't needed

I don't feel needed

Maybe I'm wanted

I don't feel wanted

Yeah

What is my purpose

I'm feeling worthless

Baby I'm hurting

All of thoughts that inside of my head

And I swear to god they be making me nervous

I'm not satisfied

I'll just say I'm fine

Yeah but I'm far from it

Yeah you know that I forward

I ain't really finna fall on it

Yeah shit really hurt don't it

Bottom really got rocks don't it

For your information

I just needed space

Fuck your expectation

I guess all the things I needed was some affirmation

Can somebody close to me tell me I am gonna make it

Yeah

Ninety Percent of the time

I wish I wasn't alive

I know that hurting my mom

I tell her everything's fine

Fuck what I'm feeling inside

I feel like I already died

So numb I can't even cry

Yeah ninety percent of the time I feel like I ain't even loved

I feel like a hundred percent of the time I don't feel like enough

This shit is hard

Who do I trust

Who do I love

What do I want

What do I want

They say I got my whole life to fucking live for

Huh Fuck that nine to five

Fuck that shit fuck that shit yeah yeah