Abort Mission Lyrics

It's tricky j

Maybe I'm a bad person, some might call me a murderer

But I'm feeling quite nervous, somebody create a diversion

Don't wanna write this song, nobody gotta hear about this

Gotta act tough, be strong, and hope nobody's listening

Scared to be alone, but I know, I gotta do this on my own

Words on my tongue, I speak, just to let you know I feel low

But what's the point? I can't cope, I'm walking on a tightrope

Hands on my throat, with anger and depression emotions are flowing

I'm a pregnant trans dude, feeling uncomfortable in this form

Raped in a public bathroom, I'm traumatized, feeling so torn

And now I'm trapped, I feel lost, I gotta make a tough choice

But how can I be okay with killing an innocent baby with no voice

Knowing a tiny being, is growing inside of me a little each day

It's got me feeling mentally ill, I'm drowning in my stormy rage

I used to talk about taking a life, but that was mine not a lil babe

I dunno what to do, I'm feeling stuck like I'm trapped inside a cage

I gotta have an abortion, abort mission

It's not an easy decision, just listen

I gotta do what I think is right, what is right

It's never easy to take a life, to take a life

Call it abortion, but to me it's more like I gotta abort mission

Went to the doctors then had a consultation in that lil tiny clinic

Now I gotta make the choice, so I started writing these song lyrics

But I'm at a point, I dunno what to do, except abort this mission

Just take the bean out, if I don't, I'll just regret not killing myself

Had the chance, and now, I'm waiting, let's just say the farewell

I don't wanna go through with it, I can't damn, I'm so overwhelmed

They don't get it, to them I'm a tranny, just thinking about myself

But no one fucking knows about all this shit I'm going through

No one fucking knows what it's like being a pregnant trans dude

I'll tell you it fucking hurts, see feel here, just step into my shoes

Don't you dare fucking judge me, coz you got no fucking clue

I know a lot of people think this is wrong, and maybe I am one

But now I gotta man up and be strong, bcoz I know this has to be done

And I wonder if I'll ever be forgiven, this ain't an easy decision

I'm afraid to say I've gotta have an abortion, let's abort this mission