You Don't Know Lyrics

Look, you don't know what I'm going through

And I don't know if I could tell you the truth

Coz I just don't wanna scare you

But here me out… it's tricky j

Yo

My breathing is shallow, and the air is too thin

The voices are getting louder, I needa escape all of this

I just wanted to fit in, to be cool like the rest

But everywhere I go, people judge me instead

I'm still getting over shit with my ex- best friend

But I'm feeling like this may just be the fucking end

No, I can't fight off this pain, it's too much to cope

Yo, I'm out of the game, I'll pull my head in a rope

Coz the blood from the cuts it just isn't enough

The blade of the knife, is still keeping me alive

But in these words that I write, I'm giving up this fight

Coz every day is always like, experiencing a roller-coaster ride

Upside down, around and around

Going so fast and never slowing down

But now I'm at the end, the end of the line

Yeah, this is the end, the end of time

No, you don't know, how much I've cried

No, you don't know, I've told some lies

No, you don't know, I've given up the fight

Yo, you don't know, I'm ready to die

Yo,

Why does life gotta be this hard?

These thoughts in my head, they're tearing me apart

The only thing I've learned is to suffer in silence

Or get lost in the music coz music is timeless

No, no one wants to see or hear me when I'm depressed

They'd rather me fake a smile and pretend that I'm blessed

Well, that's bullshit, coz I'm so fucking upset

I'm dead to you, there is no heart inside my chest

Yeah, it's game over, I can't do this anymore

I give up but I'm scared coz I'm broken and torn

I'm slitting my wrists deeper than I've ever done before

Suddenly the pain stops, and I fall onto the floor

My visions blurry I feel nothing I'm just a dead corpse

Nah, this is only just another dream

I wake up I'm screaming, the pain it's still inside of me

No, you don't know, how much I've cried

No, you don't know, I've told some lies

No, you don't know, I've given up the fight

Yo, you don't know, I'm ready to die

No, you don't know, I'm ready to die

No, you don't know I've already given up the fight

No, you don't know that this is my goodbye

Yeah, it's time to end my life

Yeah, no matter how much I cry

It don't matter how much I write

I still feel like I, I just wanna die

And I pretend that I'm fine

Yes, I tell you these lies

Coz I'm changing inside, you don't know

I don't know who I am, am I hiding in disguise?

Is this real? or am, am I still losing my mind?

Am I losing my mind? Am I losing my mind?

No, you don't know

Yeah, you still don't know, what it is I'm going through

And you will never know