Kegare Lyrics

Got my feet on the ocean

They takin' my pics, not sink in devotion

I'm making a risk, not risking my lows an'

Keeping my nose out of business and coke, hey

Not smoking a cig 'cause I know I'm addicted

Whether a girl or a drink, codependent

Waiting to surf on my wings for descendants

Genius of sentences

These are not freckles, I choke from the embarrassment

Maybe the reason I wanted a platform was so a rope

Could easily break my neck, place your bets

Suicidal since ten, my back is a mess from the spinal effect

Alike to my fam in depression, but they sleep through madness despite of the rest

I guess that's the why to the fights in the past

My head is a cycle, a self driving crash

My head is the target my art is dyin' for, timing the nine in my hand

Wifey is askin' why am I crying in bed

Why am I writing to that ex-friend of mine that used to sigh at my laughs

For a fact it's a sign of my pride and regrets

Why am I buying a pen?

It's not like there's a - scratch or a line in my pad

I only chat about I, but I despise every side of myself

I see the clash inside of your help

I'm afraid of them touching me, fitting their fingers inside of my scars

Not metaphysics, I'm talking quite literally, feeling the rise on my arms

Gon' get sick when thinking of intimacy, seeking me wiped of my shorts

Surprised I'm not hyped about love, sex, linking or liking the sight of my corpse

Most of my friends still live in a grave

'Spose that I'm blessed I can speak of their names

Rose in the grass where piss is the frame

No counteraction, the gifted ashamed

Thorns in my bare skin, spinning and slaying

Worries of has-beens, I fidget away

Horrors of Eldritch weaving my fate

Forcing inaction, seethe at my face

As my interest in life is a fight that is crushing for me

Been living described that the secret of life lied in brushing my teeth

Or hugging beliefs that are partly a scheme and largely spleen

Partially mean and hardly seen

Everybody is like: "Where's the part where he sings?"

Fuck it, I'll jump off a cliff