Hiatus Lyrics

I need a break from everything before I break my vertebraes

I love this shit, I can't just walk away from it

La la, la la la la, la la

The rap was a nice excuse to go public

With a lot of shit I got bottled, but man, hone-stly

I feel like my whole promise was thrown out the windows

As soon that fucking intro I wrote got chosen to blow on it

And fuck, it has worked for me, but these verses are no-goes

And I became so worried of 'em when I mention a person

And hope they don't hear it, or maybe do

'Cause more than my image I'm only holding my dick

Before I get shown the door up there

But I'm never biting my tongue, I couldn't lie if I wanted

So if I tell you me and (*****) have each other's privates on contact

I can't imagine the amount of trouble and hoes I'm in

You do what I do like I told Simon, but more importantly

I'd like 'em to know I just don't write a song that I don't like

Just to get woahs by some clowns who don't like me

And whether you think ever I'll let up, go on hiatus

The answer is in my middle finger which is now raising

I need a break from everything before I break my vertebraes

I'm never gonna hear the end of every little thing I said

I think the more I try to compromise, the fucking less I get

It's time I packed my things and left before this thing leaves me a mess

But I cannot lie, I love this shit

I can't just walk away from it

I gave it all you all, no take backs, bitch

This is the only thing I know that I may just need

So if you still want it, you'll still get it

I'm sicker than doing open mics in one degree weather

I'm wondering if rap was more than what I thought it could lead me to

And I should stop before I get the short end of the stick's cracked up

Everything I felt is in my pad, still better than venting to whoever I can

'Til that shit bring ene-mies or gets weapo-nized against me

Or half the shit I stress about just passes past me

And it's common I'm in drama and get comments

But recently I feel like there's no reason to reason with me reasonably

How can you get caught up when you're the one speaking on me?

'Cause I've been writing schemes on everybody that's scheming on me

And to be more fair to you, I've been saying I don't care you do

But don't push it, 'cause when push comes to shove

I'm not afraid to undo any mental growth that I've done

And show you pussies how much stuff I can get to know about y'all

I need a break from everything before I break my vertebraes

I'm never gonna hear the end of every little thing I said

I think the more I try to compromise, the fucking less I get

It's time I packed my things and left before this thing leaves me a mess

But I cannot lie, I love this shit

I can't just walk away from it

I gave it all you all, no take backs, bitch

This is the only thing I know that I may just need

Show me what you got, just blow it out the water

I hope to god it's worth it when I word it in a chorus

I bet you hope I put your fucking name in a song

So you can call me unstable and justify blame into faults

I'm getting tired of these lyrics

Having to fight everytime there's a rhyme on my sibilings

Everytime I try to shift my personal life into a verse I get survivor's guilt

While every single of these guys tries to pry in my business

Who I fuck with and who I fucked already, you dumb?

You think all this stuff is what'll bust my friendships?

Or how about how I struggle with stuff, I bet it's

A real distraction from the fact your couple's ending

I'm just dying to retire at this point, I quit

I done did enough shit in one lifetime to keep

Putting myself in such sit-uations, my god, why don't I just dip?

And shit, it's been real nice, I won't say sike - I did

I need a break from everything before I break my vertebraes

I'm never gonna hear the end of every little thing I said

I think the more I try to compromise, the fucking less I get

It's time I packed my things and left before this thing leaves me a mess

But I cannot lie, I love this shit

I can't just walk away from it

I gave it all you all, no take backs, bitch

This is the only thing I know that I may just need