Philophobia Lyrics

I never love, I'm afraid

It's a common mistake

I'm drawn to the same comments

They keep vomiting feelings, pop-pop, stop it

I see nothing but neat bodies and meaningless talking

I figure it's not for me, think it's ridiculous with bulking

Egos and nihilism, fuck we living if lives different?

It's something I said? I've been such a pessimist

Endulging the past, I've seen a thousand narcissist loving themselves

But never others, if my heart is nothing but pulsing arteries

But sometimes, I think that my worst side is the best

The way I'm wired got me trained right, but often I think that I'll die alone

If you love me, there's nothing there

No no, no no, no no, no no

If you love me, there's nothing there

No no, no no, no no, no no

It's not that I don't like nobody

It's not worth it in my eyes to love 'em

Well, how about (what?)

Ain't ringing a bell, I was down on luck

I've been shifty as hell, but never drunk on love

If you ain't counting lust, and ever since I've been dodging touch

Can't love someone with a logic trust

I'm such a hypocrite, stuck in different type of feelings and thinking that

Dionysus must be in us, crumbs of intrigue, a subpoena

If people can't love then so be it

'Cause often being alone is so freeing

When you leave can you close me up?

With a key, that's our secret

If you love me, there's nothing there

No no, no no, no no, no no

If you love me, there's nothing there

No no, no no, no no, no no

I wanna be shaken, wanna feel frail 'til the wind can break me

I wanna be human, see you in my illusions

'Til I can't discern the truth and

I wanna be yours, I wanna be forced by a simple impulse

And live on beliefs that are meagre but easier than stinking of the reek of remorse, huh

I wanna feel halved, wanna meet something that feels what I felt

I wanna be moven, be new with each new movement

'Til you'll consume my moon and

I'm lost in my own seeking, I'm starting to believe

If people can't love then so be it

But being my own is no privilege

If you love me, there's nothing there

No no, no no, no no, no no

If you love me, there's nothing there

No no, no no, no no, no no