Self Aware Lyrics

You can keep ignoring me, I'll always be around

I'll always be your lover even though I wanna shout

You act as a ghost over my shoulder now

Your mask that you imposed, how will I call it out?

We called and we laughed, now we cold and your breath

Of your own on my neck, but your soul unattached

I'll cope with the fact that I hope for the past

To come back in a moment or flash

This feeling of emptiness lingers, ok

These drinks in my belly will filter your face

Miss seeing your friendly agenda, so they

Listen to melodies I had to go play

Cobain my brain for the art of music

More pain in my dome, it's all abuses

And it's all for music that Gio produces

And it's all for muses for old exuberance

And I feel like a loser

'Cause I keep doing songs for the girls I've been losing

But they're soulless and stupid and tone deaf and juve

Nile and more or less exuding doubts

Bye bye, last words that I've ever heard

I'm high high, like a little bird and I'm all rebirthed

Never perfect, out of girlfriends and more important

I'm not endorsin' my poor focus

Oh, poor, poor Gio

I'll pour pour four

'Cause you're bore-bore-bored

And your own whole show

Got no co-host

And your hope so low

That you go record

In those lone four walls

And your portfolio

Got shit photos

And ripped old notes

We speak to those

Who miss control

And sniff their blow

Just to feel normal

I wanna know myself

Shake my hand and see the sky

Tell him it's been a ride

In the end it's alright

I wanna know myself

Cry when he smiles at me

We tried to see light

And my, will you side with me?

I wanna know myself

Shake my hand and see the sky

Tell him it's been a ride

In the end it's alright

I wanna know myself

Cry when he smiles at me

We tried to see light

And my, will you side with me?

Self aware to the bone, I'll be dead in my home

I've been stacking up stamina, stress and some clothes

I've seen devils keep laughing and having a toast

And tip tapping on toes on the mat by the door

While I'm better than some, man, I won't lie

I'm worse than my friends, and - oh, by the way guys

Don't grow attached, mine is not a whole life

So love while it last, when I'm gone don't cry

But you won't, right? Don't tell me you fell and you won't fight

Makes me mad I'm there while your throat tight

Little Mary had a lamb and she named it Gio, my

God, does it matter if I'm locked in a cellar

Doing songs with these letters and these keys?

And the level that I reached is underwhelming to me

So I read it and take it all back to the lab and I make up a beat

And to Jade, I believe in those days we were little

I got some straight As, but I played for the streets

Never a criminal, painful to be and I pray for a seat

At the top of the world for the dirt in the nails of my feet

And the skrrt from the scale of my whip

I'll never see bills get paid by CDs

Evergreen skills underrated by me

Pacing these pills with scraping my skin

Faking being real to escape in my feels

It's day-to-day haven, behaving and chill

Grey to great Heaven, beheaded and killed

So it's one day at a time and I could fade in your eyes

And if you felt it then it happened, we connected our lives

We go after the credits and the premise of lies

Man we actually had it, happiness on our side

I wanna know myself

Shake my hand and see the sky

Tell him it's been a ride

In the end it's alright

I wanna know myself

Cry when he smiles at me

We tried to see light

And my, will you side with me?

I wanna know myself

Shake my hand and see the sky

Tell him it's been a ride

In the end it's alright

I wanna know myself

Cry when he smiles at me

We tried to see light

And my, will you side with me?