Take a break from the weather I'm tired of rainy days

They tell me things will get better long as I keep the faith

Open up to my brothers still take my own advice

I do this damage to myself write about it I can't complain

My homie been praying for me, appreciate it all

I been talking to Him frequently, I'm not without my flaws

Haven't had a good relationship, but I'm still trying Lord

I'm asking for the strength to get through these obstacles

"The Obstacle is the Way" Ryan Holiday

If you ain't read it, pick it up and make a change don't play it safe

Nothin' good ever came from somebody slackin' off

Painted red on all my walls the pain never dissolves or fades away

We try to get people to fix us, but the scars remain

Harder than you think I try to journal it and burn the page

Don't wanna be vulnerable so many things I need to say

Who knew the line between love and hate was such a delicate thing?

I tell myself that He's testing my patience

Been impatient, exhausted from waiting

Don't like bad energy animosity, hatred

Know I'm a sinner unpluggin' me from the Matrix

Simulation, religion there's a reason I'm gifted

This ain't conspiracy and I have an interest in livin'

So don't shoot the messenger, this is me making a difference

Impulsive decision when people show a lack of conviction

I love my girl I hope I never show signs of resentment

Our relationship feels like a cross between curse and a blessing

But we been workin' 'cause it's worth it, both needed redemption

All we wanted was a love that's epic, Elena and Stefan

I'm emotional this wasn't posed to be a sad song

I been through it, but I'm fine, just relax ya'll

Life is gonna kick ya ass, get up and be a boss dawg

Every life is precious, don't give up, you ain't a lost cause