My Mistake 2.0 Lyrics

Made a choice

Lost the love of my life in a day

Everyone keeps telling me that I'mma be okay

I just want her back

I just want the pain to fade away

I don't wanna die

But I don't wanna live with my mistake

My apology

This is everything I wanna say

Admitting I was wrong, I'm human

But I know that I can change

She's not coming back

I just want the pain to fade away

I don't wanna die

But I don't wanna live with my mistake

I wish I could go back to that day and make it different

I told you I would make it right

You said there ain't no fixing it

I'm trying everything in hopes of mending the relationship

But I'm so fucking lost

Just tell me what to do, I'm listening

I made my last attempt

Something I said made you call me

It gave me some hope

I swear so many nights I lost sleep

I deserve to pay the price

Words killing me softly

Wanna kiss you on your forehead and tell you that I'm sorry

Every day I'm waiting for a text that says you're coming back

Pushed you away and I'll spend the rest of my life regretting that

Baby it's cold outside from the wind chill

I'm still checking for a love note on my windshield

I'm looking at the flowers that I bought you

They all dead now

I never light the candles and the candy prolly stale now

The picture I put on the television, faded memory

How I made you smile is how I want you to remember me

Made a choice

Lost the love of my life in a day

Everyone keeps telling me that I'mma be okay

I just want her back

I just want the pain to fade away

I don't wanna die

But I don't wanna live with my mistake

My apology

This is everything I wanna say

Admitting I was wrong, I'm human

But I know that I can change

She's not coming back

I just want the pain to fade away

I don't wanna die

But I don't wanna live with my mistake

People ask me how I'm doing

I start breaking down

Alcohol is my remedy

Shit I can't fall asleep without

Finding ways to ease the pain

Only one really knocks me out

Trynna keep my head above water

Feel like I'm drowning now

Don't mean to degrade, but depression is a bitch

And all that medication ain't working worth a shit

Maybe this is why I push the ones I love away

Yeah, I'm crying while I'm working

My boss tells me take a break

Shay gives me a hug and tell me it's gon' be okay

Dalton's checking on me

Allen asked, you need a place to stay?

The people reaching out are ones that I appreciate

I love this girl to death and someone told me love reciprocates

That may not be the case

Doesn't wanna see my face

I'm living with regret from a choice I can't erase

She doesn't love me anymore

That's hard for me to take

There's nothing left to say

All I can do is wait

Mm mmm