Can't Sleep Lyrics

I think about you when it's 11:11 and I've been

Wishing for life to be as peaceful as heaven, I never

Realized you could be gone in a second and I've been

Trynna convince you that's a lethal injection, but you gon'

Do what you want with or without my blessing

A couple daggers to the heart, all in rapid succession

I gotta put the pain somewhere, I can't leave it in me

Came back cause you told me you were clean, but you tricked me, ah

And the love didn't help us

Couldn't tell I was unhappy, but you miss me now

I know you hate when I get riled up

You never care what you do but wanna hug and kiss me now

And trust me, I love that

You can tell when I need comfort, you're right there

Done yelling, sit and face the wall, pick a spot and stare

But I shouldn't have to shed a couple tears for you to care

Where was the love when I needed it

I've been warning you, baby you never heeded it

Are you even aware of everything I've been dealing with

Know what you did but not what the definition of cheating is huh

I can't look at you the same, throwing dirt all on my name

Never healing properly, just ripped another band-aid

Don't want a reminder, I don't wanna wear this damn chain

Is this karma for the way that I treated my first flame

I don't know

Give me pain, I feel drained, way too many days in a row

I pray for change in the rain without a coat

Call you out your name, never thought I'd see the day

Ashamed of it though

Give a damn about my health up top

In a dead zone

You can't hear me speaking and the call might drop

Never thought we'd have to involve those cops

But I never sleep at night cause I be worried that your heart might stop