When You're Not Here Lyrics

I been waitin' up all night for you

Makes me think that you don't care

I try as much as possible

That effort goes a long way

My feelings are my obstacles

You never hear me say don't go

I don't know if I want you to

I'm scared of what happens

When I fall too in love witchu

I tried to make you comfortable

That comfort made me vulnerable

I'm scared of what can take you from me

I don't know what else to do

I'm beggin' you, come home to me

You did this 'cause you wanted to, I swear

This is what goes on inside my head when you're not here

I'm scared I'll get a call from someone telling me you're dead

I'm not my joking my emotions

On this wall I painted red

I don't know what I'm doin'

I could never understand, aye

I let you do the shit in front of me

And you're addicted baby

I know you don't wanna be

I'm trynna save you, I'll settle for you beside of me

And if I lose you, then I loved you more than anything

I promise I'm so proud of you baby

You've come a long way

Exercised demons, long battle, but you broke the chains

I'm glad you made it home to me, I swear

Now I don't worry like I used to

I'm no longer scared

Feelings in my heart, I hope I never find again

I trust you bae, go hard for what you want in life, I'm in

Won't judge you for the past that ain't somewhere I wanna live

We fell in love you're it

You're my person, even ugly versions

Water under bridge

True love always comes with hurt it's worth it

Play the hand we're dealt

I know you never needed my help

When you were losin' yourself

I'd give you pieces of me

Woah