negatives ft. Mega Nova Lyrics

One for my addicts

Two for the mistakes we made

Sayin' that it's hereditary

I know I chose to stay in place

One for my bitches

Two for the love we lost

Learnin' how to gain something great and not fuck it off

Trust it's not

Easy as they say it is

My patience wearing paper thin

The substance helps me make amends

With me at least for the hour

Then it wears off I need more shit to devour

A gluttonous nigga

Always scared and obsessed with power

I know it's bound to come

Just need to get this album done

My sound is one you can't replicate

I'm moving mountains um

Maybe that's a little cap

Sick and where my niggas at

It's really only me climbing this hill to not fail in rap

I fell off more than once

And I had never reached the top before

Shit is goofy as common core

Stop popping rocks and talking with whores

Say that imma stop I know

Then I go and rock a show

Repeat all my woes and then sit inside alone

The nicest vices to keep me away from slicing

My neck but it's so enticing

This life like Mike Tyson

Punch me till I'm on the floor

He's down for the count

Cussing, screaming, "Please no more"

Still gotta find a way out

And imma keep hunting

Until I fucking perish

Scared as any other nigga

Living with no merit

I'll be there in due time

Until then you can see me squaring off

With all these rappers one by one

Fuck you and your parents

First son

False start

I'm tossing coin and making wishes

Investing on fallen stars

This the business

These moving parts

Feel like I'm stuck in the grinder

Need a reminder how much longer till I fall apart

Starting to see who you are

Peace in place is life still hard?

Still got the left cheek scar

Oh I remember how it got there, how could I forget

Where I came from

I was the seed of regret, the lesser man I haven't met

That's why it's just so hard for me

To find some respect

I press the pen to my ideas, and validating the checks

I'm writing memoirs how I made it but I ain't there yet

All these bad memories faded, but not me I never left

I'm etched in stone uh

I'm in the dirt yuh

The mud stuck between my bones

Oh my death could never hurt

Cause what I made is forever, despite regrets of my world

What I live for is the homies, what I do is eat worms

Never eating my words, I say shit cuz I mean it

I like to think this for a reason, all the pain I guess I need it

Found a home then I leave it

Kill my dreams and then I grieve it

But I never retreated

I got something to believe in

Promises of tomorrow

All the time that I borrowed

Take a hit to the head

And now it's leaking precious cargo

Seeka sparkle, uh

Imma moth to a flame

Now I can see through the dark

Swear I'm never getting lost again